Monday, February 8, 2010

Ahhhh....how relieved!



Relieved is exactly how I feel right now

It's all over now

I've been through the worst part and overcame the problem

If family and friends noticed that lately I mourned

Then they start to see the new me today

I'm no longer lost my smile

I have new spirit to face the day

I know for sure that there's nothing I can't conquer

All I have to do is have the faith and do the best effort to reach the goal

By HIS grace everything's possible

I'm grateful for people who encouraged me through my bad times

Hold my hands when I was down

For all those prays and supports

From the core of my heart I'm thanking you

May God bless you all

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Golden Retriever

Ini dia ras anjing favoritku: Golden Retriever!
Benar-benar membuatku jatuh cinta pada pandangan pertama :)
Pertama kali melihat anjing jenis ini dalam sebuah film petualangan sekelompok binatang jalanan...aku lupa judul film itu, tapi aku ingat sekali dengan salah satu tokoh binatang dalam film itu.

Sebenarnya aku suka anjing secara umum karena anjing itu setia kawan dan pintar. Aku senang bermain-main dengan mereka...kejar-kejaran, lempar bola, dll. Sejak kecil aku sudah terbiasa memelihara anjing, minimal 2 ekor. Rekor anjing peliharaanku yang terbanyak adalah 11 ekor! Bisa dibayangkan betapa hebohnya sewaktu mengajak mereka jalan-jalan hehehe mereka yang menyeretku!

Dari keseluruhan anjing yang pernah kumiliki, aku paling sayang pada seekor anjing bernama Bobo. Dia sangat pintar dan patuh pada setiap perintah yang diberikan padanya. Dia bisa juga diajak bersalaman dan berjalan dengan kaki belakangnya. Dia terkadang menemani ke pasar dan membawa dompet di mulutnya. Asli, bebas dari pencopet! Dia mati karena usia tua di pangkuanku. Aku berkabung cukup lama karenanya.

Ok, cukup cerita sentimentilnya dan kembali membahas tentang Golden Retriever....anjing yang berasal dari Britania Raya ini dahulunya dibiakkan sebagai anjing pemburu. Dia bertugas untuk mengambil hasil buruan majikannya. Mereka tidak mengambil hasil buruan secara kasar, tetapi selalu membawa ke majikannya secara utuh. Anjing jenis ini suka sekali dengan air, tidak mengherankan jika dia jago berenang.

Nama Golden Retriever sendiri diambil dari warna keemasan yang terpancar dari bulu anjing jenis ini sewaktu tertimpa sinar matahari. Benernya warna bulu anjing ini macam-macam. Ada yang putih, krem, coklat, dan lain-lain. Tapi aku pribadi lebih suka yang berwarna coklat muda.

Sayang sekali jenis anjing paling populer sedunia ini mahal harganya :(
Harus rela merogoh minimal 1,5 juta rupiah untuk seekor anak anjing golden retriever, apalagi jika dia sudah pernah memenangkan suatu perlombaan.
Nabung...nabung...demi seekor Golden Retriever.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Heart's Strugle

This isn't a poem
This is my heart's note...

February...
Entering this month in cold way
It supposed to be the month of love
But it seems to me that I'm way from that
I'm not happy
Lost my joy
I can't even smile
Bitter pills on my touge
Pretending is what I most do this month so far
I'm sick of it
Dry and witter
How long would it be last?
What's the goal of all of these nonsenses?
Facing heart of stone
Lost my courage
Lost my good will
Leave many questions
Arouse many suspicions
Bad judges risen
Ruin a relationship
Is it worthed?
My my...why is it so hard?

Friday, January 22, 2010

Cheese!!!

Cheese!!!
And everybody's smiling...sparkling eyes and friendly faces. Would be even perfect if continued by embrace. Very nice.

Do you know how much your smile worth for someone else?
It might be mean the world for someone.
I have some stories about that, but this time I'd only share one...

That time I was overloaded. Everyone seemed has problem and I had to solve it for them. Even my boss was in really...I mean...really really bad mood. There's heavy cloud on his face and it affected everybody surround him, including me as his secretary. I became too tense and acted like a bomb which ready to blow up in a second. I lost my smile and sparkling eyes. Everyone here knows me as a cheerful person, so if I'm not smiling, there must be something serious happen.

I went home by public transportation with terrible headache, tense shoulders, and messy face. So not nice to see. Inside that vehicle there were some other people, but a mother with her kid attracted me the most. The mother looked so tired and had burden inside her mind. Her child was sleeping on her lap but then awaken and directly looked at her mother with her funny smile. Suddenly her mother's face brightened up, her burden also fatigue gone, and smiled back. Wow! What a great effect! Even I got affected, and I was not alone...there were some people smiling while watched them.

A genuine smile does effect others! Enlighten burden, throw away sorrow, warm one's heart. So, smile without any hesitation. It might brighten up someone's day.